choice

we are not that different from the bird in a cage.
to the bird the cage is its everything.
we think we have so much freedom, we think we have so many opportunities to do things.
but circumstances always dictate, leaving us with only an illusion of being able to choose.

rant 02

i'm so fed up with people telling me how they had fucked up their exams when in the end they passed anyway.

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whenever people boast about themselves, intentionally or unintentionally, i feel so sorry for them. if theyr are truly so amazing why do they have to look for approval somewhere else?

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i used to mind a lot when people call me fat. today i can genuinely say i don't anymore. people come in all shapes and sizes. there is nothing called the perfect size. and if people can't understand this simple fact, shame on them.

yes, i would like to lose some weight. i would like to be more healthy. but i'm not desperate, and i certainly don't base how i see myself on my weight / body shape. also, i am done with crash diets. d.o.n.e.

i know my worth, and i'm proud of myself :))