first blog

so. first xanga. then msn space. then notes on facebook. and now this.

i want people to know what i think. but at the same time i don't want them to know too much. too many people read my xanga for my liking. and no, i don't mean strangers. i don't care about strangers - they don't know me and they have nothing to do with my life. i'm talking about people who i barely know, but who i know nevertheless. or people who know me through other people. and they're checking out my site not because they care, but purely because they want to gossip about me, find someone to judge. i don't want to show them my weaknesses.

thus all you'll ever find on my xanga is random stuff. one liners. things that don't matter. things that don't tell people about the kind of person i am.

the same applies to the other two. when did i start to protect myself so ferociously?

this blog is different as none of my friends in 'real' life knows about this. so i can, in principle, say whatever i want here, without worries of offending people, hurting people, or breaking friendships. and if you're reading this you must be a stranger so you can judge me however much you like because it doesn't matter ;)